whereismyforeverafter replied to your post: Lately I haven’t been able to stop thinking about…
BUT YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL VAL!! ITS THE WORLD THATS FUGLY!! D:
It has nothing to do with the world, Beck. I’ve never seen a girl and gone “I wish I looked like that!” - It’s seeing myself in a photo and thinking That’s not what I look like, that’s not how I felt at the time and I sure as hell hope that isn’t how people see me. My appearance simply doesn’t do me justice, and it’s heartbreaking to feel on top of the fucking world, try to capture that moment only to notice I look like a miserable fucking wreck, even with all my efforts. My entire day is ruined in 0.25 seconds.
I have nothing against the world, or it’s beauty ideals. This is purely personal.